It is time to vent out MY ART RANT OF DOOM (for the second time since my internet froze and deleted this journal entry).

So basically... I am behind in all my classes and it really sucks. And now I really regret never practicing with art materials... I have practiced getting better at my direct observational skills, proportion, gesture, anatomy, sketching, realism, pencil/ink, but I never took the time to PRACTICE COLOR AND TRADITIONAL MATERIALS FOR FINISHED ARTWORKS!!! And this REALLY SUCKS because now I have to make finished looking pieces and I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE THEM. It really, really, really sucks. For process work, I can draw what I want it to look like, and my teachers really like it. I have had teachers say I could be a professional inker and impressed with my drawing skills. However, now I don't know how to pull off the finished piece, especially in color and traditional media!!!!

I regret never learning anything else but inking when I was younger. I really wish I experimented more in the past because it is biting me in the ass now. Every project I make I get so miserable and frustrated because nothing is coming out right at all. And I have to work 3X as hard to try to make it look at least normal. This just sucks.

I don't know. It's ironic. I had all A's last semester and now I am afraid of failing.